Theres nothing like
a new carthe smell, the feel of it. Some people really get excited
about what kind of auto they ride around in. For me I guess Id
be more excited about a new Harley! Possessions have a way of provoking
feeling from us human beings whether they are big ticket items or smaller
mementos. Yet I discover that trouble isnt far away when I place
too much emphasis or meaning on the feeling I get from my possessions.
Thats when my possesions start owning me.
Mevlana Jelaluddin Rumi
wrote:
Inside the Great Mystery that is,
we dont really own anything.
What is this competition we feel
then,
before we go, one at a time, through
the same gate?
Ouch! In that simple poem
I am brought back to the awareness that all that I think I have is nothing
but star dust and will eventually return to star dust. How empty my
life is if I place in things the importance of my happiness or my lifes
meaning. In the end it is dust.
So is there a way to live
beyond the mundane competition for dust? I believe there is. What do
you find more satisfyingthe nice smell of a new car or the unrequited
hug from a child or lover that speaks volumes without uttering a single
word? While stuff that I collect will eventually turn to dust the experiences
of love and loss, of joy and sadness, of pain and happiness will never
fade away. They are a rich mine of blessing.
How do we explore that mine?
It can only be done if we are willing to die before we die. That is
what Lent/Eastertide is all about. If I am willing to die to my attachments
to stuff then I will find that I am more alive to the moment of my wifes
embrace or a childs smile or the simple beauty of an unfolding
spring flower.
In moments like those there
is no competition only celebration. The stone to the tomb has spun away
crazy and new life and light abound.
What do you own? What do
I own? Nothing. Even the breath I take in this moment is a gift from
God so why not relax and enjoy it?
Joel t